Dad, hi, i met a lovely man i hope he is, he seems to be, i think u would really like him an i feel this ones for keeps. Dad i still miss u so much, there so much u missed an so much in my head an heart i wanna share with u, why why why oh Dad i want u back, my bestest eva friend i miss u so much, thank u Dad for being so lovely to me, u really r the best Dad in the universe, i so lucky to of had u, but now i do feel so alone without u ,i sorry just being selfish, ur out of pain now i just find my heart aches so bloody much . more than u Dad, more than u xoxoxoxox